Oh yeah, I hope I didn't come across as argumentative. I wouldn't have taken the time to reply if I didn't like your piece. I also totally understand that I'm making a big ridiculous claim. I used to be where you were and then a bunch of shit happened and I reassessed things.
Have you looked into the issue of UAP being publicly investigated by the United States government? Some of the real stuff they're highlighting points to new physics, and some of the stuff right after that points to whole new paradigms of reality.
I'm happy to confidently sit here for a few years and then reassess if there's no other big movement, since that's sort of the pace of things.